My first response to Ivan’s rebellion was mixed. I find myself agreeing with yet disagreeing with him at the same time. I don’t want to “return the ticket”, but I want to rage with Ivan at the injustice that takes place in the world. I don’t want to accept them, and I can’t for the life of my imagine why anyone could allow such things for a “greater good”. In this regard Ivan’s mutiny against God certainly has a moral aspect to it which I find admirable. He hates the evil. There is something Christian about hating the evil in the world (doesn’t God?) and choosing not to accept it. It is my belief at this stage that any Christian response to Ivan must be first to reject, hate, and at the very least scratch their heads towards the evil that takes place in the world, rather than simply offering an “explanation”.
The problem I have found with many theodicies is an attempt to explain why evil happens. Before I work out whether or not God seeks to offer an explanation of the problem of evil, the main concern I have with explaining why evil takes place is that it then becomes part of a plan. If evil is part of a plan, how can it be described as evil? It becomes a thing that God uses in constructing his edifice. If that is so, what does this say of the morality of God for surely it contradicts with the notion that “God is love”? Yet if it is not part of a plan, what role does a God whom we proclaim to be sovereign have in it?So many questions! (and I realise at this stage it is all I have really done so far…)
What is very interesting is that during the discussion Aleksey, although horrified at the thought of Ivan rebelling against God, agrees with him. When Ivan asks if he would agree to the construction of an edifice he can only quietly stammer “No, I wouldn’t agree”. At this stage in my research I feel the imperative to do similar. I could not agree to the construction of such an edifice. I can’t see how the tears of those children could be validated by some “eternal harmony” in the future. The difference between myself and Ivan is that I can’t stand in judgement over God as he does. However, how can I justify my beliefs in regard to his objection….
